Close your eyes

i got into..
ISLE INDIA!!

has to be the happiest thing that happened to me ever since i entered ny.
out of the 80+ people that went for the selection camp, majority wanted to go India but they only picked 27 people and im one of them!!! :DDDDDDDD

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met up with waiyen with lixin today too! :D
i need to stop eating. T_T

going to the children’s home for one of the nyaa activities! :DDDD
SO EXCITED.

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i shall pretend you’re not there.

I MUST ONLY HAVE EYES FOR STUDYING.

cheer up cheryl!

I MISSED SPORTS DAY ON SAT @ KALLANG CAUSE I OVERSLEPT. ):
I SHOULD HAVE MADE A RUSH FOR IT WHEN I WOKE UP AT 730. (it starts at 730)
ALTHOUGH I CAN ONLY PARTICIPATE IN MATHS TRIAL (i blame kahjie), BUT IT IS THE 2ND SCH EVENT AND I MISSED IT AGAIN. -.-
): i was really looking forward to it. T_T

i need to go out so badly and reconnect with civilisation.

when will they stop fawning over her and wake up from the illusion they created?
one bad impression created lives in people’s heart forever, no matter how many good ones there are.

i hate irresponsible teachers that tell me the wrong facts, almost made me spend a $100 for nothing.

ISLE CAMP (last weekend) WAS FUN. :DDD
THANK YOU CHERYL FOR GOING WITH ME! <3 (HEHE BUT I THINK I WAS DOING YOU A FAVOUR INSTEAD LO).
people there were all nice (duh, not nice also must act nice since its a SELECTION CAMP).
wished the camp was longer!
made new friends. :D
ISLE INDIA PLEASE SELECT ME. ): i dont mind going to china also. T_T
PLEASE JUST SELECT ME. *desperate*
though i highly doubt it cause there is a maximum no. of people that they’re picking..
plus alot of people there were much more loud and enthusiastic than me, so they’d probably get noticed instead.

PICTURES! :D

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2010 is off with a bad start. ):
everything i tried for that had a selection test, i failed.
(aep, squash and most probably ISLE too)
(cant do aesthetics, sports nor do i possess any leadership skills)

i have lived 16 years of my life not knowing what am i good at.

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i really like lit lessons.
but i feel sad sometimes, especially during lectures as i will be sort of alone as i know NOBODY there.
h2 lit is FLOODED with art stream students.
i am trying to make friends but its hard because they all practically come from the same class (1034, 1036 etc).. ):

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i am signing up for NYAA with lixin and kahjie and i intend to take up harmonica lessons for one of the skills. :D:D:D
i have always wanted to learn the harmonica.
but NY’s ccas are quite sucky. ]:
so im really happy that bradell heights CC has harmonica course, plus its within walking distance from NYJC. :DDDD

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watched Alice In Wonderland with lixin and cheryl today.
the effects and images were fascinating.
but i feel that the pace of the movie was a little rushed.
it was good overall though. :D

love lixin, cheryl and kahjie for making me laugh like shit everyday. :D
laughing just makes me happy. (this sounds stupid HAHA)

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i HATE lectures.
they’re boring and uncomfortable to sit in. plus its hard to learn and ask questions!
)): and you fall asleep easily too.

sleep is so precious now.
getting more sleep time is like a reward to myself at times for completing hw. ._.
every morning, especially when i have early lessons, i literallly drag my body out of bed.
jc students have no life. ):

GP lessons make me feel SO STUPID.

my CT is so funny and nice! mr quek! :D

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i guess i wanted it to be that way, because i was afraid it will become that way sooner or later.
i didnt trust you enough, so i’d rather do that, than end up being disappointed in the end.
though there was this small part of me that wished you’d prove me wrong.
but alas, a leopard never changes its spots.

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i love yixuan for being so sweet. <3
plus loo and fel for talking to me once in a while.
i have been a lousy friend. ):

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I FORGOT TO MENTION THAT I RECENTLY HAD A HAIR CUT.
I SNIPPED 3 PRECIOUS INCHES OFF OKAY!
I REALLY REGRET IT CAUSE MY HAIR LOOKS REALLY SHORT NOW (as compared to last time). T_T
shall never go to the salon with my mother again (she was the one who kept telling me to cut more, cut more). >=[

ahh its been so long since i last posted.
jc’s really busy.
i end school at 5+ almost everyday and we still have ccas. ):
i havent been able to get proper sleep the past few days because i had to do a project that was due soon.
yesterday the moment i got home at 6+, i slept till the next morning. ~.~

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last thursday was my grandfather’s birthday.
it was the usual celebration at their house with all the long distance relatives and friends.

i played with the toddler from last year again. :D
this time with another 9 year old boy, marcus (think he’s my some sort of cousin related in some way).
they are both so loveable. <3
the toddler can speak already, though its like gagaga, but if you really listen you’ll know what he’s saying.
he is very curious about everything and will keep asking me what’s this and that!
i carried him around, if not he would hold on to my finger and walk. :DD

marcus is so sweet i tell you!
at the end of the day he poured a cup of drink for me (and himself) le!
FOR ME AND ME ONLY!!
do you know how redeeming it felt!?
a cup of drink poured by a little boy. it may sound like no big deal, but at that instant i had those type of ‘all-my-efforts-did-not-go-to-waste’ feeling!
and then when we played cards, he would keep making sure that i wont lose, and help me win! ♥

marcus :D

the toddler.
HAHAHA THIS PIC IS SO FUNNY RIGHT. HE LOOKS LIKE SOME VENGEFUL TI KO. he just happened to be turning around when i took the pic so it turned out like that. :D

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celebrated loo’s birthday with val last saturday!

we took neoprints!
been so long since i last took neoprints, i think sec 2.. and i lost all the neoprints when i lost my wallet.
it was fun and we even took twice. =/

went to loo’s house after that.
her cousin’s baby is so cute!
i took a pic with the baby but my hair looks screwed so im not going to post it up. HAHA.

neoprints!

polaroid which loo’s relative generously gave each of us one. :D

oh ya!
when we were at orchard in the afternoon, as we were crossing the road, it was really packed and i was just looking down while walking.
there was this guy walking past me, holding on to a flyer and i mistook him as a flyer distributor so i just took the flyer.
at first i didn’t realise that he wasn’t a flyer distributor until val told me that him and his friends were all laughing after that. -.-
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT!
this incident gave me a brilliant idea for my PW PI! :DDDD
hehehe.

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i decided that since i am in a new school..
i should try a new cca too..

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therefore i am going to join..

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SOCCER!!

yes go ahead and laugh.
whenever i think about it, i myself feel like laughing too.
anybody who knows me will understand that i am absolutely not sports inclined (unless you count skipping rope or hula hoop as a sport).
i have NEVER played soccer before in my entire life.
its like telling a snake to do a handstand.

the first training was quite fun i guess..
VERY tiring though. and i had aches ALL OVER the next day.

i have no idea what should i join as a second cca.
SLC or photog or engdrama??
but i hope i get into ISLE, then i wont have to headache about what second cca i should choose.
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will post about aus soon!

my family are now stuck at perth airport. ]:
apparently, we booked return tickets for 16NOV instead of 16FEB and nobody realised until we came to the aiport today to check in, TO REALISE THAT WE CANNOT BOARD THE PLANE.

they put us on waiting list, but UNLUCKILY, there was another family of 4 infront of us who were also changing plane tickets and they got the seats.

so we had to book another ticket with another airline (budget air ahhh) and the flight is at 9pm.
we are now stuck at the airport eating potato chips we bought as souvenier because we cannot go to the 2nd floor to dine as the lousy pathetic only elevator is NOT WORKING and our lagguage is too heavy to be carried up via stairs.

maybe i should count myself lucky that i can still attend sch tomorrow.
I NEED TO GO FOR SQUASH TRYOUTS.
even if the chances of getting in are slim..